HOW I LOST MY BEST FRIEND


I walk up and set a rose
Upon the coffin with sadness
I look up and I see her mom
She's on the verge of madness

This isn't how it began
Not how it's supposed to be
I shouldn't even be here now
And I know niether should she

Let's go back to the start
Back when things were easy
Back when everything was good
Back when she was with me

We were young and we were dumb
But we enjoyed our every moment
We were inseperable, the two of us
But sadly this is where happy ends

She was my best friend and I loved her
But she was miserable, I could see
She wrote hate all over her arms
Noone could help her, not even me

One day she said she had a plan
About how to end her pain
I didn't think she was serious
I told her she was insane

I said I couldn't be her friend
Not if she chose to go this way
She said 'fine then you can leave'
I hate myself I should have stayed

I wish I could say this ended well
But try to remember where we are
We're at the church, at her funeral
Her body's with us, yet her mind is far

Now they're digging her a hole
Then they lower her in
I can't stop crying, can't stop sobbing
This is how I lost my best friend

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